Death is all around

What a evening just spent 5 hours watching my moms mom lay in bed while she said her goodbyes too all of us …..I’ve seen my moms side of the family today for the 1st time in over 8 years. I’m no longer the black sheep the fuck up, I got more respect today then I have my whole adault life happy and sad all at the same time …..everything happends for a reason going to sleep like a babby tonight after all these tears